Paulo, oh Paulo, where for art thou...

I feel like i hardly post to my journal any more, and when I do it's because I feel like I haven't., GAH. lol.

I know I haven't really written about the drama in my life, partly because it's easier to pretend it's not there and just ignore it, and partly because I'm been too busy writing my English Papers to even consider spending extra time on typing in my journal. So, what prompted this random "POSTPOSTPOST!" happiness? Earlier in the month I posted a "wish-list" sort of thing on the holiday_wishes community that had been spotlighted, and today I got a card from a random girl, and she sent me a blank postcard as well!!! YEAH!

I miss Paul. I miss Paul in the "I-feel-like-my-life-is-falling-apart-be

cause-I-am-so-freaking-lonely-and-we-hardly-ever- talk-any-more-and-I-don't-ever-want-to-lose-you-because-you're-the-best-friend-in-the-world-
and-life-would-suck-with-out-you" sort of way. and thus, I send him postcards. So when I got a random postcard from the middle of nowhere GA it makes me very happy. lol.

Also, I have decided that I will not be driving home until this Friday.

I think I'm falling for some one who is so off-limits it's not even funny.

I have an english paper to go and write. Shoot.

"Y" do you torment me...

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. After, post this in your journal, and give out some letters of your own


whoa_slowmotion gave me the letter Y:

1. Yummy chocolate cake from the UT bakery
2. Yall: as in...my friends. (I'm trying to be creative as Y isn't exactly an easy letter.
3. Yesterdays: my memories and my life.
4. Yacking on the phone with my friends
5. YSA: Young Single Adults program in the area...a lot of fun and great people
6. Yawning (not only is in an odd word, but an odd thing)
7. Yuletide festivities
8. y as in...the unknown quantity that we are always searching for in stupid math classes (y = mx +b)
9. yelling at football games
10. yearnings for SLEEP

That was one of the hardest things I've ever done. GAH!