I failed two of my midterms. I knew about one of them a week ago, and I kind of shrugged it off and figured "I'll just work extra hard in that class." and every thing was going to be ok. But then I got the results back from a different test. This one was a take home test that I had spent 4 hours on. Four Hours! Do you know what I could've done with those for hours of my life, had I not wasted them on this stupid test? I could've studied for the other one!
After about noon, when I got my score... I spent the rest of the evening between fits of tears, fits of panic, and maybe even a little anger. This teacher has also been rather ridiculous with regards to grading other things, so I don't know how much talking with her is going to help.
I'm so close. I can taste th graduation cap. I know I will make at least a C in each of these classes. But that's not good enough to me. My 3.4 GPA is going to go down toilet, and my hopes of graduating Cum Laude have been dashed.
Today, I will try not to cry so much. But it will probably happen.
It's hard to be disappointed. It's even worse when the only person you can blame in yourself.
1 comment:
I know things are tough, but you're strong! Everyone needs a good meltdown when things suck. You'll make it through :)
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